Saturday, July 7, 2012

Some cheer needed

Back to Perth again. Placements and assignments await... ugh. Five more months to home... double ugh.

The silver lining is that I am going to graduate end of this year! Yes! Have faith, dear me!
I already have plans forming in my head on how to spend my year-end holidays... whether they will come to fruition or not, it remains a mystery.

Some of the crazy plans in mind:

  • shave my head bald. hahaha...
  • jump on a plane to Japan to see Spyair's Budokan live! (I can only wish... because I can't speak Japanese, no one wants to go with me, and money is always an issue for me. I am stingy, I know.)

Friday, July 6, 2012

Dear Phone

Please hang in there a little longer. I know now you only work on 'speaker' mode and that is a cause of worry for me. What's next? I think. Because more importantly, I have an oral assessment by phone in 7 weeks time. Just continue as you are for at least 9 weeks. Please. I beg you.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Music/Life

As I pop the earphones on and press 'Play', those undulating sounds are carried from the computer to the wires, to my ears, to my brain. 

Like magic. 

And then, I could feel what it makes me feel. It is like seeing a movie, but living it and breathing it. I am the actor, the narrator, the props but not the director. Someone, somewhere - probably half a world away - swishes his wands and I will follow his lead. I will be among the crowd in the city, seeing the things he wants me to see. I will feel alone, just as he intends me to feel. And I am his puppet. For that brief three minutes, I am him and yet, I am me. 

Those sounds and beats and rhythms are like invisible friends. They morph and transform as I see fit. In cold dark rainy days, they are the soothing voice of a mother singing lullaby to her child who is afraid of the storm;  they are the blankets that comfort and warm. In happier days, the invisible things become sunlight and rainbows, flowers and meadows - things that make my heart glow and my body light. 

The sounds are my lifeline. They make me feel alive. For music is life itself.