SKIP THIS POST. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Some people should stop assuming that everything will turn out all right for me just because it did for them the last time around.

Some people should stop comparing me with others.

Some people should just save their sympathy when I fail Mol Pharm. Because, I don't need your sympathy. I don't need you to be nice.

Some people should stop assuming that I am sad over the test result. The sadness is way over. It happened way before I knew my marks okay? The sadness happened soon after the test because I knew I did badly. But now? You should assume that I am angry with myself because that's what I am feeling right now.

Some people should stop assuming that I will give up just because of one failure. Okay, you might say it because you are trying to be nice but then again, please save your kindness for someone else. Who says I am giving up? Do I look weak to you?

p/s: this post is directed to some people (definitely not you, the reader of this ranting space) who think they understand me so much. oh no, they are so mistaken, babeh.

Scatterbrain

That's me. My thoughts flying everywhere when I really need it to focus on important matters.

I should be studying, and not looking at online ads for second-hand flutes or guitars.

:-(

Chasing what is hopefully the possible

At the beginning of Week 1, the favourite catch-phrase among lecturers was: 'Keep on top of your workload'. 

My answer to that was: 'Isn't it okay for us to trail behind our workload just a little bit?'.

And now, with Week 4 looming, I realise I have lots of running to do.

JUST LEAVE ALREADY!

Maybe it is that time of the month. Or maybe I am really pissed off. Really, it is only in anime and movies where it is OKAY to be monologuing.

I hate MONDAYS!!!

No, seriously - I HATE THEM. It's official.

My Mondays in the first sem are all about lectures, which is all good since I enjoy dozing off in lectures. I am the famous sleepyhead back in Intec after all.

But NO, tutes must be on Mondays! Grrrr! Lots of work to do during the weekend. Take Mol Pharm, for example. 'Prepare a page of notes on sickle cell disease.' WTH. And then there's Pharm Analysis - which is all about chemistry and calculations and I totally sucked in that.

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On an unrelated note, my bro said that I am hardworking 'cuz I listen to iLectures. Hehe.

It's 3 in the Morning, and the Coffee is Working, But...

I just don't have the mood to study.
This is not what I had in mind when I drank Nescafe at around 9pm.

Finals is on Monday. And Dad is right. If I cut down on my internet time, I might just have enough time to revise everything... NOT.

I seriously need to swear off the net, this blog and Facebook included.