I am angry and frustrated. I don't like this job which reminds me of school.
"Kehadiran diwajibkan." Being forced to do things that I am not interested in doing. Doing research for the sake of reaching KPIs and for glory. Doing research which may not impact the way we practice at all!
Above all, I am sick of my current life. In the list of things I want to do in the near future, none of it involved pharmacy. I am beginning to think that all decisions I have had made so far are wrong. Mistakes. This is not the way I want to spend my time. This is not what I want to do.