Pharmbiol - Over!

So many things are over for me.

1) Pharmaceutical Biology exam is over. Thank god. One hell of a paper. Some of last year's questions came out and ours truly is really stupid for not even glancing at it, which is there for all to see on the library's website. Why... I even have a copy of it in my laptop, but I wasn't bothered to do it because I thought: "Hey what are the chances of the questions coming out again, right?" RIGHT?

WHAT THE HECK! I am so angry with myself. *SCREAM*

2) Because of the reason above, I am so over (at least for this paper anyway). Yours truly left one whole question blank (which is nothing new, ever since I took SSABSA, it has been impossible for me to complete a whole test on time) and crapped through the rest of it. I left the glycolysis question half-done, simply because I can't remember the rest of the process. Credit to Nicole whom I stumbled on Facebook about an hour before the test. She asked me about krebs cycle, which I thought was glycolysis. Oh my, blur me. That prompted me to glance at it once, and I posted some of intermediates involved in glycolysis as my Facebook status. Since I posted only SOME of the substrates involved, naturally those were the few that I could remember for the exam. Who says Facebook is useless? It helped me to salvage, like what, 2 marks (out of 112) for my biology exam. Yay.

3) And to think I actually enjoy Pharmbiol. I really do love biology, more so than chemistry (even though so far, all my Chemistry teachers and lecturers are the coolest educators in the world - Miss Tang, Pn Hairul Amani, Dr. Paul Murray (he has his own fanpage on Facebook - I'm not joking) and Dr. Connie Locher. But today, the test just kills my interest in biology.

So, for reasons 1, 2 and 3 above, I know I should dig a hole and bury myself in it. But, hmm... I am not as sad as I should be - which is really odd, you know. I should bawl and cry my heart out but I am not sad. Just MAD at myself. *Sigh* The feeling of relief when something hellish is over, is just amazing. It dilutes all the other feelings, just like an exudate would dilute the concentration of microbes at the site of infection.